Writing is my job, it's my passion and it's my hobby. I find solace in writing down my thoughts roaming inside my head or else they would intrude my peaceful living which is more spiritual and imaginative inside. It is rather a cathartic act that eases me up and when everything is written down, it is peace inside out. It has been like this, since the time I could quilt words and frame sentences. But then, it was rather a secret process, where I would hide my notes away from the sight and side of others.
It’s not easy to filter out the zillions of thoughts bubbling out of the slowly flowing emotions. Sometimes there can be wonderful ideas which need the ultimate attention and care. If I am not turning down the not so serious kind of ideas, the ones that should be churned out will get mixed up and you know what will happen; I would lose them forever or me, myself, would need to do a rescue mission out of the total chaos to rediscover them!
I know what you are thinking now. What am I going to tell, right? Yes, here I didn't tell anything specific; I have no stories or poems to share for now, but still the pleasure; the relief I gained by this phrasing, where I traveled with the words made me feel good and it’s beyond what I can tell and convince. I do this whenever I want to coz it soothes and as I said before this has resulted in piling up six-seven huge books containing my writings. But here by writing I meant random scribbling. This is a natural process which is like having a conversation with the soul I am made up of, seeking her opinion, sometimes speaking up to convince her and sometimes quoting her down and following her subconsciously. It's sheer bliss!
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Half said, much unsaid.......... :)ReplyDelete
The rest is understood, rt? :)Delete
It is true. Most of the time it is difficult to separate the thought.ReplyDelete
Yes, so many thoughts , but we will know if something is compelling and as you said, sometimes get confused too. :)Delete
I can relate to every word of it, Aiswarya. I have done the secret writing for a long time. :) And the relief achieved through phrasing few paragraphs, it can never be phrased well enough, right? I adore these lines "This is a natural process which is like having a conversation with the soul I am made up of, seeking her opinion, sometimes speaking up to convince her and sometimes quoting her down and following her subconsciously. It's sheer bliss!"ReplyDelete
Ohh..you also did secret writing? Good, Good :) Yes, that pleasure can't be expressed fully.Delete